I sound like an asshat saying this, I know. But, here is the situation…. I’m overweight, I’m a fat ass. I sweat a lot. I dont really get in pictures anymore for facebook or look at myself in the mirror with the same admiration that I once did. Because, you know what, the irony is that I used to be a pretty good looking dude. My clothes fit well. When I was in shape, I was one of those guys, who looked in shape. But then something happened, and I havent been able to get it back ever since. I want to. I say I will. I try hard for a couple of weeks but then I get caught up doing something else, or I drink a little too much scotch a few nights in a row, or I eat steak and shrimp and fettucini alfredo and just say fuckit. But here is the problem, I still get pussy. I can still get numbers with the best of them, and I still get chicks to give me the skins…. so what do I do, I find a way to tell that to myself… is it really that bad if you are still getting love?